// Daylight//

Learning when to let go..I don’t think I ever really learned that. I keep relapsing like some sort of addict. I make progress and then I slip. Then I try to make progress then slip again. But you can never move forward if you don’t ever let go of the past. It might be the worst choice of my life. But at least its a choice. I can’t be stuck between trying to make progress and slipping. Because I’ll end up losing my mind. Losing myself. Its going to be hard, I know it is. You might think you can’t ever let it go..but remember, you also thought it’d last forever.

// A bigger part of your existence is luck, than you’d like to admit. //

Quotes that make you go : “OMG that’s so true!” are ones that I live for. Whatever Works by Woody Allen is a brilliant movie. Definitely should be on your to-watch list. As a matter of luck, waking up from my 18 hour coma I stumble upon this movie. Its rare to have a movie that will make you laugh, think, and have so much substance placed in such a simplistic manner. Please do yourself a favor. Watch.

// A day at a time.//

I guess when the time comes and you realize you finally found yourself, you sit there and look in the mirror and go.. “Now what?”

Timing is of everything. When you’re really ready, things will miraculously fall into place even though you had no idea you we’re remotely prepared for it at all.

I’m still in the process of getting there. Juggling a million things in my head at a time, and with the confusion of it all, having nothing come into fruition. Afraid to take that leap.

I’m afraid that I gotta what but I gotta do
But if I let you go, where you gonna go?
We gotta make it change, time to turn the page
Something isn’t right, I don’t wanna fight you
We’ve been through couple times, you know it gets worse
We can turn this around, please let me be first
And as I feel your tears spilling on my shirt
Something isn’t right I don’t wanna fight you

Hey you, come over and let me embrace you
I know that i’m causing you pain too but
Remember if you need to cry
I’m here to wipe your eyes

Tonight before you fall asleep
I’ll run my thumb across your cheek
Cry ‘cause i’m here to wipe your eyes
I know I made you feel this way
You gotta breathe, we’ll be okay
Cry ‘cause i’m here to wipe your eyes

Oh nah nah oh nah nah nah nah
‘cause i’m here to wipe your eyes
Oh nah nah oh nah nah nah nah

When did we cross the line
How could we could forget
Why do we let the pressure get into our heads
Your broken heart requires all of my attention
‘cause something isn’t right I don’t wanna fight you

Hey you, come over and let me embrace you
I know that i’m causing you but pain too
Remember if you need to cry
I’m here to wipe your eyes

Tonight before you fall asleep
I run my thumb across your cheek
Cry ‘cause i’m here to wipe your eyes
I know I made you feel this pain
You gotta breathe, we’ll be okay
Cry ‘cause i’m here to wipe your eyes

Please don’t lose your faith;
Don’t worry ‘cuz I’m here to keep you safe
I promise if you let me see your face
That I won’t let you down, I won’t let you down

I’m here to wipe your eyes
Tonight before you fall asleep,
I’ll run my thumb across your cheek
Cry, ‘cause I’m here to wipe your eyes
I know I made you feel this way
You gotta breathe, we’ll be okay
Cry, ‘cause I’m here to wipe your eyes

// Movies//

I haven’t watched any good movies in theatres lately, but man, movies on TV.. Kudos.

Recent watches:

Bridesmaids: “It’s not me. I’m with him. I’m Mrs. Iglesias.”

Rise of the Planet of the Apes: “Caesar is home.”

The Fighter: “I’m the one who’s fighting. Not you, not you, and not you.”

Titanic: “I’ll never let go, Jack..”

Dang. Love movies. Gives me something to do at 3 am in the morning. :D